I am going to a happy place in my mind. I am pretending this is me. I am on vacation. I am on a sailboat. I am not looking at a 15-16 hour work day. I am calm. I am peaceful. I am tan. I am sipping a drink with an umbrella in it. I am smiling at Brandon. I smell like suntan lotion. I am reading trashy novels. I am not at a desk right now. I am on a towel lounge chair in the sand.